4th day of camp

okay so todays prompt was what would i do if i wasnt afraid.... if i wasnt afraid i would probably stand up in front of my class and present a project or answer a question....

so today was great i finally finished my lily pad but i cant say the same for my app but i can say that i am a lot further than i was yesterday.... so today i feel very accomplished and that makes me feel better about my fears... i guess i am just really afraid of getting made fun of laughed at and when i stand in front of a large body of people all i can feel is their eyes burning through my skin and thats why i am scared of standing up to speak or read or present......i can say that i dont have that fear here at camp because is an all girl environment and i guess all the girls are just so nice and i have no doubt that i wont be laughed at here i wish i felt like that everywhere....


i noticed i use a lot of periods and that is because when i talk i say ummm  a lot to fill in for the things that i dont know how to say....haha soo i guess i should probably tell you more about myself i have four dogs and i have one sister and my mom and my dad.... when i go back to school i will be going to eastwood high in el paso because after the school year ended my mom had to move for her work so i had to leave all my memories and friends behind but that is okay because i live closer to my moms parents.... umm so ill tell more tomorrow or in my follow up if i remember to do one haha..

Day 3: Camp

okay so today our prompt is like if you could meet a character from a book who would it be and why and how would i spend my time with that character..... you know i really dont know...

i guess it have to be Christopher robin from the Winnie the pooh books haha i guess i would spend my time with him by asking him about pooh and them and i also would spend my time with him probably playing a board game or being dumb as usual hah......other than that i really don't know i read a lot but i really dont know...... i would also probably like to meet Nailer from the shipwrecked he seems like a nice person even under the hardest circumstances so i would spend my time with him talking about his story and who his dad was and who his dad was after the story had ended and i think that would be a good character to hang out with... i guess that would be really cool to meet him!!

today was a great day i got a lot done on my lily pad but i cant say the same for my app hah... my app is really hard to do and if i could change my app i would but i kind of feel like it would make me feel like a quitter and i dont like that feeling so yeah hah.....and i feel like if i get this done ill open a door way i always said i liked a challenge but i just i dont really know what to do i have never had this problem with starlogo but over all the camp is really fun and i wish it lasted all summer haha.... today was a great accomplishing day!!

second day follow up

Okay hey guys I'm going to talk a little more about camp right now to day was great we did a lot of hands on things and that's how I learn best so its really good that I am grasping these concepts they are teaching me I am having a really great time and I feel so accomplished everyday summer camp is one of the best decisions I have made all summer also I just want to tell you guys about my reaction when i got the email that said that I got accepted to both camps I was really excited and jumping around the house like a stupid person smiling like an idiot my dogs were looking at me all like what is wrong with her and I was just so happy and I'm glad that I was happy for something this great

day 2

hey guys so the prompt today for ywic summer camp is to write a run on sentence about what i have to acheive this week or something like that.

okay so i have to finish my bag and my app and i guess something else but im not really sure those are diffinately what i need to get done like for sure my app is a drawing thing and my bag is going to be an owl with blinking eyes haha yeah that would be fun!!

so today in camp we did that human knot thing and the first time we got untangled in two circles and the second time we couldnt even get untangled haha today soo funn!!

First Day of camp

  
        To tell the truth when i got up this morning i was kind of scared to come to camp. I was afraid that people weren't going to be very nice. i also thought that i wouldn't have any fun. I thought it would be nothing like a summer camp but more like class and i really wasn't ready for that again. staying home seemed like a better idea at that point and i was starting to chicken out. My dad convinced me to come anyway. When i got here i saw some of my friends and that made me feel so much more comfortable.

          Today turned out to be a great day and i am so glad i came. I am really looking forward to everyday and even next week this is a lot funner than any other summer camp i have been to. i am a huge nerd. and i can tell you more next time.


            One time i was brave was today on the first day of camp. During the beach ball thing we did. I don't really talk in front of people due to stage fright and today when i caught the beach ball i actually talked and that made really proud of myself. I guess you can say that i will probably never do that again but I felt comfortable with the people around me and i guess that's what made me feel comfortable about talking to them. I think I'm talking myself in circles but still ha-ha.