okay so todays prompt was what would i do if i wasnt afraid.... if i wasnt afraid i would probably stand up in front of my class and present a project or answer a question....
so today was great i finally finished my lily pad but i cant say the same for my app but i can say that i am a lot further than i was yesterday.... so today i feel very accomplished and that makes me feel better about my fears... i guess i am just really afraid of getting made fun of laughed at and when i stand in front of a large body of people all i can feel is their eyes burning through my skin and thats why i am scared of standing up to speak or read or present......i can say that i dont have that fear here at camp because is an all girl environment and i guess all the girls are just so nice and i have no doubt that i wont be laughed at here i wish i felt like that everywhere....
i noticed i use a lot of periods and that is because when i talk i say ummm a lot to fill in for the things that i dont know how to say....haha soo i guess i should probably tell you more about myself i have four dogs and i have one sister and my mom and my dad.... when i go back to school i will be going to eastwood high in el paso because after the school year ended my mom had to move for her work so i had to leave all my memories and friends behind but that is okay because i live closer to my moms parents.... umm so ill tell more tomorrow or in my follow up if i remember to do one haha..
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